Continued from ‘The Universe Grows’… If I thought that Chaos and Order were entertaining to watch, the self-proclaimed Titans were several orders of magnitude more in every respect. Both Dream and the universal computing system had grown and expanded with Chaos and Order, along with my understanding of the universe…

I have been fighting my depression for the last couple of weeks. I have been hiding in other people’s worlds, avoiding this world, even avoiding trying to build my own world. Just reading others’ works, sleeping, playing computer games, and trying to avoid myself. The thing about avoiding yourself, it…

At a private party, sometime in late 2020… “Look, you two might be able to move your operations offshore, but I’m stuck with distribution centers here in the states. …

Having Chaos and Order around was fascinating. They kept squabbling over what to do with matter and energy. While I watched, interested both in what they would come up with and in the underlying particle interactions. To my eye, the most exciting things were the fields and particles that had…

The office door closed silently as the last public relations specialist entered, closing the door behind them. Then moving to the empty chair in front of the boss’s desk and sitting down. “I called you all in today because of a discussion I had with some of my peers at…

I spent what felt like an epoch actively watching the universe unfold, micromanaging the creation and destruction of pre-matter fundamental particles. The cooling of the universe to an energy density that could be called temperature, where quarks could be bound by gluons forming protons and neutrons. Finally, the universe’s energy…

Reflections on my thoughts.

Pain through closed eyelids, stabbing from eye through the back of my brain like a bar of red-hot steel. Radiating from the bar of pain through my entire brain, down my neck. I can feel the tension mounting, making the pain worse, amplifying, causing feedback. It reaches my lower back…

Watching the universe unfold to my new senses. I could sense whorls of energy that could almost coalesce into matter, nearly cold compared to the surrounding energy flux. Then there were others where the spin and density of energy were nearly blinding even to my senses. Where the energy almost…